INTO THE MOMENT

It's called, the present, because it's a gift

To synchronicity, the food package, with this writing on it, was contributing

I am alive, I can breathe the wind, and the roof is doing a good job

Parents, friends, and the job's biweekly paycheck, I'm grateful for a lot

Yet, I feel like my life is falling apart

I had wished for changes, I dreamed them till they were real in my mind

I was supposed to stay happy till they actually came around

But then came the moment

The present is complicated

After all, it is happening all the time

I tried ruling the moment

That climax that never ends

Instead of bringing more, I have wrecked what I got

You have to let go to make room to receive

For some reason, I imagined a smooth transition and changes that come softly

I didn't realize what helped me hold on would be taken unwillingly

The moment doesn't have what I leaned on in the past, or what I wanted in the future

I'm firmly standing in the middle of it

I don't dare to dream ahead, while standing in the wreckage of what was

It hurts too much to think of what I wanted, and I'm supposed to keep it up and positive

The dream that sent me to heaven is now dangerous

The moment is complicated, or perhaps I'm the one who is

I still believe the only way through is forward

To the present, I apologize to you ahead

It's you that I will choose to forget

In other circles, that doesn't sound very healthy or sound

Don't blame it on me

Blame it on the law of attraction, and what it says I have to do, to be aligned

I'll follow this road for a while longer, and trust

Who knows, I think at the end of it, the present will be found